When I go up there, which is my intention, the Big Judge will say to me, Where are your wounds? and if I say I haven't any, he will say, Was there nothing to fight for? I couldn't face that question.
- Ah, But Your Land is Beautiful, Alan Paton
interviews and stuff have been tiring. more to come the rest of this week and next. hmm. hope they start getting back to me. and stop calling me for interviews at such horrible timings. i keep having to miss work to go. and no work = no pay = poor crunch. yes.
ah but it's better being called for interviews and stuff, rather than not. so it's not thaaat bad yet. i think. i will just be very pissed if after all this i don't get any offers. not to mention it will also be damn sad case.
haha okay. what else. hmmm. being the no-lifer that i am, there's nothing much else. other than the fact that i'm gonna have to work saturdays. for a few weeks. to make up for the non-working-ness on weekdays when i have interviews. which sucks. but not that much. haha.
k there's nothing much to do online nowadays. and my life has no purpose for now. i feel quite drifty. like. aimless. which is why i feel so restless. the going-for-interviews, and preparing-for-stuff thing is quite fun, and takes my mind away from the fact that i don't have a purpose in life for now. but after a week or so i will start feeling restless again. anyone else feel like this? or is it just me being weirdo.
right okay. um. goodnight?
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