Monday, February 18, 2008 - 10:15 PM
i feel quite awful today. i am starting to dislike the person who said "you have post-As to look forward to!" when we were studying for As. that person was stupid, and deluded and crazy. okay maybe that person really did enjoy post-As but i sure don't. i'm starting to feel increasingly grumpy and grouchy and irritable. post-As suck. i don't have time to do anything, because of my stupid 9-6 job which i feel guilty quitting because the money is not bad. and because i haven't found another job. so i feel yucky about quitting, but at the same time, my job is starting to kill me even more than it used to. because now i really have NOTHING to do. today i spent 6 out of 8 hours doing nothing.
rawr i've lost the point of my post and that's making me even more grouchy. i hate this. i miss people in school, and i miss school which was always so alive and noisy and vibrant, whereas stupid work is quiet and dull and boring and GREY. okay it's not really grey, but it's dreary and nobody talks and nobody randomly jumps around the office and nobody does nice things for each other. it's like. perpetually being in an examination venue. gwargh. this office thing is so not my thing. urgh.
and finding another job is so difficult. omg i can totally imagine everyone thinking "she has a job and she's complaining what a bitch" but URGH URGH URGH CAN YOU TELL HOW SUPER FRUSTRATED I AM. I FEEL LIKE RIPPING MY HAIR OUT BY THE ROOTS AND I TAKE TOILET BREAKS EVERY 1.5HRS TO KILL TIME AND HOW CAN PEOPLE DO THIS FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES!
okay. i am not done venting. i am supremely URGH URGH URGH-ed.
like seriously how can people be happy/contented/OKAY with doing something so mundane and boring and ridiculously retardedly OMFG a three-year-old could do this.
okay i don't mean that. not really. but seriously. do they not feel their brains rotting and oozing out of their ears and dribbling down their chins! NOTHING at that place requires more than two brain cells. it is so repetitive and routine i think i will explode from the rinse-and-repeat of it all.
we were destined for greater things.
edit: for the record, and for -_- people who anyhow misinterpret me, i am still working. i have not quit my job. end.
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