Thursday, September 06, 2007 - 7:57 PM
i was gonna blog earlier. but blogger was taking so frickin long to load that i swallowed the bleargh feeling to go and do some chem.
now i feel quite bleargh again, and i've done some chem, and blogger loaded in record time, so here i am. yay.
sigh. this is all very tiresome. this studying business. i can't believe how incredibly draining sitting at a table for hours scribbling things on paper is. i think i would be less tired if i ran 2.4. and did 5 items. and ran 2.4 again. and again. +300 pushups.
okay yes. my point being: studying is the most tiring thing to keep doing. it's fine to study for...an hour. or two. or even a day, if you're feeling onzzz. but. seriously studying all day, for many days (make that months for the muggers who started waaaay before me) is the most tiring thing ever. it requires incredible self-discipline to not wander off and watch tv, or sleep or vomit or something. because anything is better than studying.
BLEARGH. and when i go online, there're like two people online. and they're not even people i usually talk to. so. yeah. being online is useless. and becoming less of an addiction than it used to be.
well. i'm becoming fat. because i study (or try to at least, today's utterly depressing chem test proves i'm not doing a very good job of it for now) at home, i keep going to the kitchen every two hours to eat. like sandwiches. or biscuits. or something equally full-of-calories. yes. so i think i'm putting on pounds like nobody's business and i can't even check my weight and scare myself into not eating because my stupid weighing scale is spoiled. according to my lovely scale, i weigh a grand total of twenty kg. more like one leg weighs twenty kg. -___- bleargh. and i have no motivation to go and run or go to the gym because i don't really feel like getting all sweaty. what a stupid excuse.
okay this is turning into a really long rant fest. sigh. haiyah. but nobody reads this anyway, so whatever lah.
okay my laptop is starting to cook my lap (roast crunch, anyone?) so i think i shall take that as a sign i should go away from this place where i can type out all my miseries and whine and groan and moan and nobody will say "crunch stop being so whinY!" or something evil like that.
yes okay. bye.
word of the day: methyl ketone.
yes okay now really BYE.
study hard and don't stress and ummm don't die.
-crunch.
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